Did I tell you I changed my name?

Of the times you had let your coffee turn cold; staring at normal things,
of the times you had felt a tsunami of emotions; but didn't fail to smile,
of the times you knocked your elbow at that insignificant shelf; paralysing but a transient pain,
of the times you feared feeling nothing; so pretended to feel something or anything,
of the times that everyone thought it was easy; but your blood and sweat complained

I was there beside you , hallucinating of a wall.
Delirious but accepting.
Did I tell you I changed my name?